My case is totally different.
This man and I have a common friend in the military academy.
We met after we debated on facebook through our common friend`s wall post.
we had been constantly emailing for about a month everyday.
He would write very longggg replies to my long emails,,,
then chat every time he has break times.
We sort of felt that we share a lot of good conversation and we share the same dreams in life.
It was already very clear that we were like emotionally attached.
He would wake up at 3am and then write to me,
reporting his plan for the day..
and then I would wake up at 6am replying.
then he would come at 8am,
chat with me,
then come again at 7pm until night time just chatting and commenting on my wall posts..
we just enjoy chatting and sharing many things.
He sort of like my intelligent ideas and I also made it clear that I like him the same way.
He tried asking me for my number but since I wanna know if he is really,
I told him that he must ask for it from our common friend.
He told me he won`t since he doesn`t want his buddies to tease him.
He feels uncomfortable with it.
He told me that he likes me so much and he is happy whenever we would chat.
I am sure it was not a bluff since it shows with the way he chats.
I also made a poem for him and he was sooo glad about it saying that I am making his heart pop.
after we had debates that ended up bad,
since he can be tactless sometimes.
He knew he hurted my feelings and he apologized.
It was sincere I`m sure for he was so happy when my cousin (who is also his friend in facebook)
told him to talk to me and that I am not upset anymore.
He was so elated and he sent me a message immediately after getting that message from my cousin.
But when we chatted,
he was a little aloof.
He said sorry in our chat.
But after I told him that I have forgiven him and that I perfectly understand him.
He said thank you.
But he did not message me nor replied to my emails anymore.
I knew he checks on my facebook page because he would click like to my wall posts.
but NEVER give any reply.
until after a month..
he sent a message saying sorry that he was not able to reply to me because he was troubled and not in the mood.
Then after I posted messages in my wall about HOW SOME MEN AVOID WOMEN WHO LIKES THEM BECAUSE OF FEAR OF REJECTION..
he started posting replies in his wall saying that WOMEN ARE ONLY AFTER MONEY.
But after I posted again a status message using Lady Gaga`s Bad Romance lyrics " and u know that I want you,
and U know that I need you.
I want it bad.
he posted (10mins after I posted mine)
"and I cannot bear not having you with me...
it feels like I`m a man walking without a soul when you are not here".
then after that...
HE NEVER CAME ONLINE ANYMORE.
two days ago,
he came online,
but as far as I can notice..
He only clicked LIKE in his friends comment about that status message he posted...
and he replied a rather very short message to my email..
I sent him an email telling him I like the new photos he posted and I miss him and I wish him luck.
THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS!
how can I be at peace...